I was driving to school today on Haven in Ontario with the snow covered mountains in view, and witnessed four white big rigs at opposite sides of the intersection, all of which were making left-hand turns, whilst four people on parallel sides of the street crossed at exactly the same time and pace in a synchronized manner as if it were all choreographed. “Be” by Common was playing in my car, and I felt as if I were in some new urbanized hip-hop Broadway musical-turned-film. It was bizarre, beautiful, hilarious. Yeah, somethings wrong with my brain.

Hum hallelujah.

January 24, 2008

Sometimes I wish I had a teleprompter; cuecards for this life. Because I’m never having all the right words. Older and wiser. Hmph. I’m more confused by the second. I bought another “private” journal, one I hope I’ll use. But I despise my style. Writing like it was all meant to be read. Well maybe it is.

End.

R.I.P. Heath Ledger.

January 23, 2008

So Heath Ledger died today at the age of 28. Something incredibly profound or cliche about living or life should go here I guess. Something like… “death is a part of life and it could come anytime, so live yours to the fullest”. Or “how would you live your life if you knew that death were hastily approaching?” I don’t know about you, but I’m going to spend an hour and thirty minutes of mine watching A Knight’s Tale. Xoxo.

Seeing the two of you together almost every moment I even get to catch a glimpse of you is taking its toll (in just about every aspect). And I think the little look-away glances from me are getting noticeable. Wishing that the sight and sound of you didn’t have any affect on my heart; but in a way, I’m kind of glad it does. Sigh. You’d think I’d be over it by now.

Funny how girls find these sappy little love notes incredibly cute when its to any girl other than them. That being said, Katrina Alaia will not be amused. And here’s another apology, for the feelings I feel and the way(s) I choose to vocalize them. Well, this technically isn’t vocalizing, but you get the idea. And c’mon, it isn’t like it’s some huge secret.

p.s. My toothpaste says it has “whitening oxygen bubbles”. I’d be more inclined to buy toothpaste that had “whitening ACID bubbles”. That would sound much more believable.